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Thursday, June 26, 2014

East Side Highway To Sunshine Mink

"East Side Highway To Sunshine Mink"
Series: "Signing Out"

Mm..
The drama got the best of this
Mind frame damaged
Settled down into the bed
At the bottom of the well
Don't want to see the sun again

...

(Wake up in the bed. Stay in the bed. Am I missing school? Should play the game instead. After I wake up. Wake up in my bed. Stay in the bed. Wishing I was dead. Doing all the drugs. Lusting after ones I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. If I can go today. Don't want to meet my fate. I'd rather stay in bed.)

Mm..

Depression is real
I've dealt with its lashes from whip
That it keeps in it's grasp
I'm not passing no classes at that school
So I'll leave from messy
People who make me
Want to
Kill them
All

Really walked the halls with columbine on my mind
Asking "Can I get away?"
Used to really get away
Run to Queens and meet up with one of two friends
Get high
Then repeat it all again

Wait a min

I was actually in classes
Just leaving after
Couldn't deal with fake bitches
& hiddden laughter
I find funny how everyone think they know
Who I was after,
But turned out to be wrong
Here's to hoping they die faster in this lifetime

I had no lifeline

No mom to make me do what I needed 
So so dangerous
Eggshells they walking on
Won't stop
Those kids
From talking shit
They talking on

... Damn. Damn. Damn. Damn.

(Wake up in the bed. Stay in the bed. Am I missing school? Should play the game instead. After I wake up. Wake up in my bed. Stay in the bed. Wishing I was dead. Doing all the drugs. Lusting after ones I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know.

BUT

Fast forward to now...

I've been down
Now I'm up

Like wtf this ain't life, Negro?

It's about the up & downs
You won't like what a monster says
When they've been lost & found

Still here. Still around.

Making sounds.

Wearing crowns.

& Signing Out.